Adoption

A very good friend sent this to me today, as an encouragement and reminder of what is true...and it is.

"The anointing on the call to adoption was not meant to end once you get your child home. There is a supernatural power that accompanies the call to adopt that flows continuously. It is a power that transforms the orphan into a son or daughter. It is an effective thing that manifests in your parenting. Wisdom,understanding and creative ideas flow in this anointing. And it is yours regardless of your skill, your feelings about parenting, your experiences growing up or your "goodness" as a mother or father." -Beth from Hope at Home

Update

Our boys have been home for over 2 weeks and we are one day away from celebrating our first Christmas with them!

When we arrived in Haiti to bring our boys home, they ran to us and jumped in our arms. They eagerly packed their suitcase and happily spent the night with us in our room. Caleb woke early to get dressed and packed so we could head to the airport. He practically ran across the tarmac to our plane. They both took it all in. The excitement, adrenaline and the stimulation of so many new experiences carried them happily through that huge day. We got off that plane in GR and walked into a wall of people who loved us, who prayed for us, who rejoiced with us in that precious moment when our family of 6 came together for the first time.

The last 2 weeks have been quite a ride. So many things are brand new for our boys. The car rides (which they absolutely love!), grocery shopping, new people, cold and snow. So many things are brand new for all of us. It has been good, not easy by any means, but good. If we were all gliding through our first days together with no friction or issue, I'd be worried. Trust is being built and that can be tough. If I have learned anything in our adoption journey, it's that adjustment takes TIME.

I look at these boys and I truly love them. There is a love and relationship that has been built over the last 2 years and for that I am overwhelmed with gratitude. What we have now is a fresh and somewhat complicated extension of that relationship into which we have already invested. It is changing and morphing and God is stretching and growing, and that part can hurt....but therein lies my utter dependence on Him.

Having 4 kids is double the crazy, double the loudness and chaos but TRULY it is double the fun and joy!

HOME!

When I have more time I'll share more about our trip & travel but for now....we are home

Anticipation

Anticipation....this is the title for our church's series for the month of December.

This word could not describe more clearly the feeling we have had for a good part of the last 3 years. One of it's definitions is 'expectation or hope'.

Over three years ago we were living in hope of adopting Jivenson. We lived in anticipation of meeting him and when he was so sick, we lived in expectation of bringing him home via a medical visa so that he could receive much needed medical treatment.

With his passing, hope and expectation were crushed.

But two years ago, hope was renewed. God opened our eyes and hearts to a new story He was writing. The story of adopting one precious son, turned into a journey of adopting two. We never could have guessed this would be the future for our family.

Now it is here, all of the anticipation is transforming into the experience of actually completing the adoption process for our two amazing sons.

And now the real journey of our family of 6 begins....

but God....

Reflecting on our adoption journey, I am reminded how out of our control the whole process has been. Yet much of my time was filled with worry...that act of worry so that i feel in control.
But God was in control and in every step of letting go, He provided.

Who could have predicted that the son we fell in love with and imagined our life with would pass away?
But God provided comfort.

Who could have foreseen that we would pray for a forever family for 2 little boys who lived at the same orphanage where Jivenson had lived, never thinking that family could be ours?
But God started writing a story and slowly invited us into it.

Who could have known that our youngest son would be provided the miracle of a medical visa and pro-bono surgery in NYC? And that he would be coming to Michigan pre and post surgery?

But God used people and opened doors to make a way.

Who could have guessed that so many people would walk this journey with us; those who love Haiti, our boys and those who are also adopting children from Hope House who fully understand the joy and heartbreak that adoption brings?

But God, only God could have orchestrated this outcome.

Successful Visa Appointment!

This morning at 9am was our boys visa appointment and it went very well! The lawyer will be picking up the boys visas next Wednesday, the day we arrive in Haiti and the day before we leave! What a whirlwind that will be :)
10 days until we are with our boys forever!!!

TICKETS!

We have tickets in hand and are flying to Haiti on Wednesday December 4th and coming HOME WITH OUR BOYS on Thursday December 5th! I can hardly believe it!